Author: 4haunteddogs

I didn’t want to take Ruby to Ft. Wayne, but I really had no choice.  I saw the incision line had a tiny opening and it needed attention.  Can’t afford another Vet to do it.  Now she is staying in Ft. Wayne until her surgeon decides what to do next week.  I didn’t want to wait until mid weekend when I’m deep into starting my work week to run her to any emergency room.  At least by being at the hospital she will have others to look after her and get her thru this all the way.  I will drive there next week to visit her.  I have Monday off work.  (I think that is what the schedule said)  Regardless, I miss her already and didn’t want to leave her there.

Now we wait…

https://youtu.be/7RTezLH21_k

Spot on incision line opened.  Saw some bloody drops and noticed it.  Taking her to Ft. Wayne right now, probably to stay until however long 🙁

Today was a recovery day for all of us.  We made the most of it by napping all day!

https://youtu.be/Gg4rWL3NRtY

I woke up in tears today.  i think I have been too strong for too long.  I can’t even deal with today.  Not that anything is different.  Ruby is alright.  Everyone is happy in my pack except for me.  It’s a lot of things that have hit me all at once and I usually do not show my weakness.  Ruby and I are very much alike.